Cita is just around the corner.. Officially will launch on 12 of July 2011 at Hilton on 9 am.
But trust me it is not only the Cita that i need to settle, i still need to look for minute to Penang that still make my boss unsatisfied, as well as the ticket from Penang that still not booking yet make everyday that past with my adrenaline rush.
It is about my job.
Telling about my part time job, this weekend we had an appointment with client at 9 a.m. The venue still not confirm yet. And kak zu's baju kurung still not done with the beads. Ya Allah give me strength to do all this. And my sis wedding card still in progress. 1200 copies! A lot of card!
And my studies, a lot of assignment that need me to look at it one by one. Fuh!
Its feel don't have enough time to breath. But by hook or by crock i still need to celebrate my Mom birthday this week on 10 of July 2011. Luckily it is on Sunday. So i will make sure this Sunday is free for them. Hopefully. Amin..
Showing posts with label kerja dan tugasku. Show all posts
Showing posts with label kerja dan tugasku. Show all posts
i'm Quit
i talk to my parents about my job n study. i told them i want to get leave for study but the problem is i will not have salaries. But seems my parents said we will get financial problem after that, cause dad need pays 2 cars, 1 motorcycle and mom need to pay our house. But i said that i don't feel satisfied cause my sis is working now. How come she could not help them. She always said that she is a good daughter in front of me by giving my parents money every month. Nahhhh pa gik.. show to us now. I feel that it is totally not fair for me. I need to work and need to go to class while i am only 22nd years old. i got job already. It is not i am quit from my job it just i on leave for study. I want to do well in my study. i love to study. i do not want to go to work. i hate to work. i feel really stress. But then when i think it twice, may be this is what Allah plan for me. Something that i do not plan.
I really want to excel in my study. But honestly i could not give total effort to my study while i am working. I do not why. May be because i live alone. Everything i have to do by my own.
Ya Allah, please help me. Please give me guidance. If this is the BEST way for me, pleas give me strength to do all this. Amin..
I really want to excel in my study. But honestly i could not give total effort to my study while i am working. I do not why. May be because i live alone. Everything i have to do by my own.
Ya Allah, please help me. Please give me guidance. If this is the BEST way for me, pleas give me strength to do all this. Amin..
S***
i am totally feel s*** today... Aduhai fever... Flu + headache make me feel mcm nak pengsan d ofis tok...
Lepas jak balit dari BTN, the next day on Selasa terus got fever. it become worse during night. Got sore throat + headache + flu + asthma ya ampun.. kedak apa jak. And become worse day by day. Bitter n bitter n bitter... I am doing nothing at home accept sleeping the whole day, ate medic then terus beradu x sedar dunia.
Kol 3 pagi, my group is No 3 i am a leader for group kak ya tek apa lah kaitan nya nak d krepak aku tok?
FUH! i felt my head kedak ada seton batu jak d atas nya.. Whole my body rasa letih jak... 1.30 arrived kat klinik samarahan. AM not pm. So aku just dapat tido around 3 pagi.. wake at 7 am... Aduhai demam tolonglah berkompromi sikit... This week might be bz week. Coz during this weekend fact ada open day so i am being a contact person. GAI! datang2 ofis x tauk apa nak polah haha
Lepas jak balit dari BTN, the next day on Selasa terus got fever. it become worse during night. Got sore throat + headache + flu + asthma ya ampun.. kedak apa jak. And become worse day by day. Bitter n bitter n bitter... I am doing nothing at home accept sleeping the whole day, ate medic then terus beradu x sedar dunia.
Kol 3 pagi, my group is No 3 i am a leader for group kak ya tek apa lah kaitan nya nak d krepak aku tok?
FUH! i felt my head kedak ada seton batu jak d atas nya.. Whole my body rasa letih jak... 1.30 arrived kat klinik samarahan. AM not pm. So aku just dapat tido around 3 pagi.. wake at 7 am... Aduhai demam tolonglah berkompromi sikit... This week might be bz week. Coz during this weekend fact ada open day so i am being a contact person. GAI! datang2 ofis x tauk apa nak polah haha
Meluahkan
Lamak dah rasa nya aku x up date blog aku yang cgek tok. Ada banyak benda yang sebenarnya dah beberapa ketika aku x ambik peduli agik. Bukan nya sik nampak ka pa, tapi buat-buat sik nampak bah. My bad :(
As a human, ada masa nya kita akan rasa down glak. Sama lah kedak aku marek. Sik da mood sampei aku x tauk mok beli apa pake pg kursus. Terasa glak aku tok siapa jak? Nak melawan semua yang terbeban d bahu tok. Brapa kuat hati aku untuk menahan semua perkara yang menyakitkan hati, brapa kuat aku untuk sik mempedulikan kata-kata yang mampu buat aku menangis?
Aku ada seorang kawan yang memang rapat dari kecik, tapi nya dah polah mistake bah. Aku sik tauk gne aku mok react dengan situasi mcm ya? Bila tengok macam nek tok cne2 pun dengar one by one dari kawan ku dah ada steady girlfriend or boyfriend, one by one cdak dah mok fly g abroad mok sambung study cnun, one by one cdak dah mok grade. But aku? Wat i get here? Tell me??!!!!!!!!!!
STUCK!
With nothing that i can do here, fighting to get my dip and on the same fighting to do well in my job. Fighting to do well in my life. I hate my self!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate my self!!! for cant do anything, To my family, to my love one, tell me! apa yang dapat aku polah nek tok?
Dapat x aku habiskan study aku? dapat x aku did well in my job? dapat x aku fight for my baby? dapat x aku fight for our relation can be legal? Fuh!
Esok nak g BTN [Biro tatanegara] aku harap kursus tok membantu aku untuk jadi insan. Wah wah wah insan bah...
Panas ofis hari tok. air cond rosak :( jadi aku pun dah x tauk gik nak tulis otak ku dah melting
Us crew
Baby and i was planning to have our own brand for our business. While both of us, interesting in design and photography so we just make it work. And of cause my baby is my BIG boss. :D while i do my part in marketing. I do not say that i am expert in that part but i guess this is the right time i am using my social skill with people. I do not tell my mom about this business yet. Cause we just want to make this work first. YES, we do not expect to much from what we are doing now, but the only thing that we want is we just doing what we are interesting in.
So my peer, if you need our service please let us know, then we will discuss from A to Z together.
Cheers ~
So my peer, if you need our service please let us know, then we will discuss from A to Z together.
Cheers ~
Esok dah tahun baru??? FUH!!!
finally today is the last day for 2009... first half of year, i guess i did it pretty well but when came to 2nd half of year! i can say it HELL! i trying hard to make sure my life was well organized cause i did two major thing this time. STUDY + WORK. Honestly it make felt HELL. i felt so tired, cause have to go to work from 8am to 5 pm then rushed to class from 6pm to 9 pm fuh it totally thought me how hard life is actually. I loosed weight from 49kg to 42kg, i skip my breakfast skip my dinner and i only eat when lunch and sometimes i combined breakfast and lunch to make it brunch and after that i only eat at 9 pm if only i take my dinner.
i cry a lot this year, sometimes i feel give up with what i did cause sometimes i asked myself "Why must i have to do all things that man n women in age 25 n above should do while i have to do it all when i am only at 20th?" sometimes i do not felt that i can handle this burden. It is too much for me to settle it by my own.
But i promise to myself i want to change this year, i am no longer a small girl but i am a BIG girl now. :P more responsible to handle. FUH! By the way i will try my best to manage my time, my finance, my life, my studies, my work the BEST i could. i know that i can do it.
finally today is the last day for 2009... first half of year, i guess i did it pretty well but when came to 2nd half of year! i can say it HELL! i trying hard to make sure my life was well organized cause i did two major thing this time. STUDY + WORK. Honestly it make felt HELL. i felt so tired, cause have to go to work from 8am to 5 pm then rushed to class from 6pm to 9 pm fuh it totally thought me how hard life is actually. I loosed weight from 49kg to 42kg, i skip my breakfast skip my dinner and i only eat when lunch and sometimes i combined breakfast and lunch to make it brunch and after that i only eat at 9 pm if only i take my dinner.
i cry a lot this year, sometimes i feel give up with what i did cause sometimes i asked myself "Why must i have to do all things that man n women in age 25 n above should do while i have to do it all when i am only at 20th?" sometimes i do not felt that i can handle this burden. It is too much for me to settle it by my own.
But i promise to myself i want to change this year, i am no longer a small girl but i am a BIG girl now. :P more responsible to handle. FUH! By the way i will try my best to manage my time, my finance, my life, my studies, my work the BEST i could. i know that i can do it.
SKT
Borang SKT dah nak d hantar... bermakna prestasi kerja akan mula di nilai untuk sepanjang tahun tok...
Tapi sesungguhnya aku dik pun sik berpuas hati dengan prestasi kerja aku nek tok. Dolok aku boleh jak x menangguh apa-apa jak kerja. Perkara yg boleh siap seminggu siap 2 3 hari jak. P entah lah nek tok kerja yg siap sejam aku siapkan seminggu... Terok glak. Bukan aku sik mok kerja tapi senang cerita tok lah kali dugaan kerja. Semangat kerja aku dari 100% menurun mendadak sehingga 20% jak gik. Pahal jadi mcm ya?
Memang aku stress x tentu pasal dengan hidup aku nek tok. Tangga jak nek tok. Kedak hilang arah tuju hidup jak. Haywire terus. Ya Allah berik aku kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk aku menjalankan tanggunjawab aku sebagai pekerja Ya Allah. Mungkin ada benarnya kata joan, i'm still young, aku perlu explore banyak gik benda. Sik pa aku sik mok kerja tok agik... Tapi tunggu lah sehingga aku benar2 stable...
Efa, bersabarlah ok...Forgive yourself n move on.. Semua org polah salah bah. Tapi janji iboh ulang agik ya ajak
Tapi sesungguhnya aku dik pun sik berpuas hati dengan prestasi kerja aku nek tok. Dolok aku boleh jak x menangguh apa-apa jak kerja. Perkara yg boleh siap seminggu siap 2 3 hari jak. P entah lah nek tok kerja yg siap sejam aku siapkan seminggu... Terok glak. Bukan aku sik mok kerja tapi senang cerita tok lah kali dugaan kerja. Semangat kerja aku dari 100% menurun mendadak sehingga 20% jak gik. Pahal jadi mcm ya?
Memang aku stress x tentu pasal dengan hidup aku nek tok. Tangga jak nek tok. Kedak hilang arah tuju hidup jak. Haywire terus. Ya Allah berik aku kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk aku menjalankan tanggunjawab aku sebagai pekerja Ya Allah. Mungkin ada benarnya kata joan, i'm still young, aku perlu explore banyak gik benda. Sik pa aku sik mok kerja tok agik... Tapi tunggu lah sehingga aku benar2 stable...
Efa, bersabarlah ok...Forgive yourself n move on.. Semua org polah salah bah. Tapi janji iboh ulang agik ya ajak
when u find a way with PULLSTOP
We had a graduation day last weekend. It is not really happening a guess 
I saw a lot faces that i recognized. Than realized that may be we will not meet again. :( Tired!!! working for two days. Even i dont think that i really involved in this event. [apa jak la]
I saw a lot faces that i recognized. Than realized that may be we will not meet again. :( Tired!!! working for two days. Even i dont think that i really involved in this event. [apa jak la]
wahhh student!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
minggu tok minggu tambah gugur kursus kat fakulti nang, wahhhhhhh ramai nya student kat ofis!!! huhu bukan aku nak merungut ka apa nak tapi ada student yg sampei 40 kali pg fakulti ndak alah2 muka nya ajak pg mcm byk glak kerja kat ofis ya.. kak ya menganggu student lain berurusan kat kaunter, kelak d padah kecik ati p ku duli ku GERAM TOK!!!
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