Mek bukan lah org yang selayak nya beri nasihat dengan ktk. Sebab when i'm in your condition. Mek pun felt like HELL jwak dear. But, as a friend mek rasa cukup mek madah whatever your decision dear, I"M STILL HERE. Text me, call me, email me if you need me, whenever. Even 1 or 2 am if you call me if i still awake for sure i'll pick up your phone. Ktk boleh ngadu apa2 jak dengan kmk. Rindu ktk sayang ktk geram ktk ke"sak ati" an ktk dengan nya... Apa2 jak. You know where and how to look for me right dear?
Mek rasa macam mek x suka to say [saba] to people in grieving mood. Mok tauk x pahal? Sebab mek x suka jwak org padah the same way when i'm not in a good mood. The only thing that i want is, I want to know they are with me without saying anything. Sometimes they just sit beside me without say anything i feel that is more than enough. Sorry may be i just don't how to say to you. SORRY
I know how's your feeling gurl. I feel you. But instead of that i know that you can overcome all the NONSENSE feeling one day. Don't force yourself to do it immediately. Cause feeling is not something that you can think but it is more how you feel dear. PLEASE remember whatever it is TRUST YOUR HEART. If you can't find the answer, sit down for a while, take a deep breath, close your eyes, forgot everything in your mind, and listen on what your HEART say. And on the same time tell yourself that you CAN do this. TRUST yourself!!!
Sometimes, you can feel the pain when you miss him. so my advice FEEL the PAIN. Don't run from the pain or else you will feel pain more and more. If you wanna cry so just cry, if you feel you wanna scream so DO IT. But PLEASE boh lupak mengadu dengan PENCIPTA kita dear. If ktk boleh nangis d hadapan kmk hamba NYA, kitak menangislah dihadapan NYA, mengadulah sesungguh2 nya di hadapan NYA in, dan yakinlah bahawa NYA melihat setiap air mata ktk yang mengalir dan nya mendengar setiap kali ktk merintih pada NYA... Mudah2 an d berikan petunjuk.
I know dear, it more easier to say than DONE! HELL am i right? But i know that we can do it together. It will be more easy cause we will do it TOGETHER. we will FIGHT it together. That is not so hard dear. Bertenanglah... close ears on what you don't wan to hear, close eyes on what you didn't want to see. *hugs*
This message not only for you sayang, but also for myself.
"dan tidak layak lah bagi sesorang manusia bahawa ALLAH S.W.T berkata-kata denganya kecuali dengan jalan wahyu (dengan di beri ilham atau mimpi) atau dari sebalik dinding (dengan mendengar suara sahaja) atau dengan mengutuskan utusan (malaikat) lalu utusan itu menyampaikan wahyu kepadanya dengan izin ALLAH apa sahaja yang di kehendaki NYA. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Tinggi Keadaan NYA, lagi Maha Bijaksana(Asy Syura: Ayat 51) "
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