Esok dah tahun baru??? FUH!!!

finally today is the last day for 2009... first half of year, i guess i did it pretty well but when came to 2nd half of year! i can say it HELL! i trying hard to make sure my life was well organized cause i did two major thing this time. STUDY + WORK. Honestly it make felt HELL. i felt so tired, cause have to go to work from 8am to 5 pm then rushed to class from 6pm to 9 pm fuh it totally thought me how hard life is actually. I loosed weight from 49kg to 42kg, i skip my breakfast skip my dinner and i only eat when lunch and sometimes i combined breakfast and lunch to make it brunch and after that i only eat at 9 pm if only i take my dinner.

i cry a lot this year, sometimes i feel give up with what i did cause sometimes i asked myself "Why must i have to do all things that man n women in age 25 n above should do while i have to do it all when i am only at 20th?" sometimes i do not felt that i can handle this burden. It is too much for me to settle it by my own.

But i promise to myself i want to change this year, i am no longer a small girl but i am a BIG girl now. :P more responsible to handle. FUH! By the way i will try my best to manage my time, my finance, my life, my studies, my work the BEST i could. i know that i can do it.

MIND

Well, the mind is a very interesting and powerful thing. It only sees what you instruct it to see and blocks out everything else. Putting it another way, what you choose to focus on is what you get!

Have you ever noticed that people who always complain about everything that’s going wrong with their lives only get more problems? That’s because these people focus on problems!

The Secret (aka Law of Attraction) states that you attract into your life the predominant thoughts in your mind. If you choose to complain and focus on problems, that’s what you get! More and more of them! You will miss out on all the wonderful opportunities out there, just like how you missed the gigantic, black, hairy gorilla!

Fortunately, it works both ways. If you choose to focus and look out for opportunities, you will see them everywhere!

Go ahead, quit complaining. Focus on what you are grateful for everyday. You will notice a dramatic change in your life. You will start to attract all the good things you ever dreamt about.

Don’t believe me? Ask the gorilla!

Recommended Law Of Attraction Resource For a Great 2009

Thanks baby

Malam tadik melanggar kereta org, ya kak ya kenak tepon leh bai pahal aku melanggar kreta anak cik lehah. uwawa nang nebes dlm kreta sampei rasa x mampu mok drive. sampei2 jak rah arena, ambik baby lekak main futsal terus aku nangis dlm kreta. Nang x pat driving terus.

Baby anta mek balit rumah mlm tadik. [Ya lah careless gik time drive] Pagi tek pun baby jwak anta g kerja. huhu gik takut2 mok drive tok eh...

SKT

Borang SKT dah nak d hantar... bermakna prestasi kerja akan mula di nilai untuk sepanjang tahun tok...

Tapi sesungguhnya aku dik pun sik berpuas hati dengan prestasi kerja aku nek tok. Dolok aku boleh jak x menangguh apa-apa jak kerja. Perkara yg boleh siap seminggu siap 2 3 hari jak. P entah lah nek tok kerja yg siap sejam aku siapkan seminggu... Terok glak. Bukan aku sik mok kerja tapi senang cerita tok lah kali dugaan kerja. Semangat kerja aku dari 100% menurun mendadak sehingga 20% jak gik. Pahal jadi mcm ya?

Memang aku stress x tentu pasal dengan hidup aku nek tok. Tangga jak nek tok. Kedak hilang arah tuju hidup jak. Haywire terus. Ya Allah berik aku kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk aku menjalankan tanggunjawab aku sebagai pekerja Ya Allah. Mungkin ada benarnya kata joan, i'm still young, aku perlu explore banyak gik benda. Sik pa aku sik mok kerja tok agik... Tapi tunggu lah sehingga aku benar2 stable...

Efa, bersabarlah ok...Forgive yourself n move on.. Semua org polah salah bah. Tapi janji iboh ulang agik ya ajak