i'm Quit

i talk to my parents about my job n study. i told them i want to get leave for study but the problem is i will not have salaries. But seems my parents said we will get financial problem after that, cause dad need pays 2 cars, 1 motorcycle and mom need to pay our house. But i said that i don't feel satisfied cause my sis is working now. How come she could not help them. She always said that she is a good daughter in front of me by giving my parents money every month. Nahhhh pa gik.. show to us now. I feel that it is totally not fair for me. I need to work and need to go to class while i am only 22nd years old. i got job already. It is not i am quit from my job it just i on leave for study. I want to do well in my study. i love to study. i do not want to go to work. i hate to work. i feel really stress. But then when i think it twice, may be this is what Allah plan for me. Something that i do not plan.

I really want to excel in my study. But honestly i could not give total effort to my study while i am working. I do not why. May be because i live alone. Everything i have to do by my own.

Ya Allah, please help me. Please give me guidance. If this is the BEST way for me, pleas give me strength to do all this. Amin..